My Husband xxx

Its not officially my hubby's birthday but its only an hour or so away so just a quick message to say....

Christopher Moult you light up the darkest days of my life and I treasure every second I spend with you! You are the most amazing man I have ever met that has proven so much strength to me.

I feel so lucky to have you in my life, for you to be in love with me as much as I love you and for you to be the father of our children.

You are 1 in a trillion! HAPPY BIRTHDAY baby :o) I hope you have an absolutely amazing 29th birthday (you old git :op)

Love you with all my heart and the kiddies love you so much too!

From your wifey xxxxxx
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Precious Cuddles xx

Just A Tune.....

That I love and means something......

End Credits Lyrics
When the blood dries in my vains and my
Heart feels no more pain
I know, I'll be on my way,
To heavens door,

I know when I'm not,
i'll be hoping i don't drop,
To a place where I will rise, like before,

I know when I'm not,
i'll be hoping i don't drop,
To a place where I will rise, like before,

I can feel, something happening
that I've never felt before
Hopeless dreaming will start,
Dragging me away from heavens door

I can feel, something happening
that I've never felt before
Hopeless dreaming will start,
Dragging me away from heavens door

When my mind stops thinking,
My eyes stop blinking,
I hope
Somebodys there.

And my heart stops beating
and my lungs stop breathing
in air,
I hope somebody cares,

When the blood dries in my veins and my
Heart feels no more pain
I know, I'll be on my way,
To heavens door,

I know when I'm not,
i'll be hoping i don't drop,
To a place where I will rise, like before,

I know when I'm not,
i'll be hoping i don't drop,
To a place where I will rise, like before,

I can feel, something happening
that I've never felt before
Hopeless dreams will start,
Dragging me away from heavens door

When my mind stops thinking,
My eyes stop blinking,
I hope
Somebodys there.

And my heart stops beating
and my lungs stop breathing
in air,
I hope somebody cares,

When my mind stops thinking
My eyes stop blinking
I know
At the end.

I Walked Down The Isle To This........

(I do swear that I'll always be there.
I'd give anything and everything and I will always care.
Through weakness and strength, happiness and sorrow,
for better for worse, I will love you with
every beat of my heart.)
From this moment life has begun
From this moment you are the one
Right beside you is where I belong
From this moment on

From this moment I have been blessed
I live only for your happiness
And for your love I'd give my last breath
From this moment on

I give my hand to you with all my heart
Can't wait to live my life with you, can't wait to start
You and I will never be apart
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment on

You're the reason I believe in love
And you're the answer to my prayers from up above
All we need is just the two of us
My dreams came true because of you

From this moment as long as I live
I will love you, I promise you this
There is nothing I wouldn't give
From this moment
I will love you as long as I live
From this moment on


This song makes me so emotional and was the perfect song to walk down the isle to marry my one and only true love xxx

Livvy's Grown Up Bed! Xx

Mommy's Boy Forever xxx

Gym Times and Inspiration!

My 2nd pregnancy was sooo difficult from the start and the birth of Jayden was very stressful. I was so poorly at the time and for a little while after and it all weighed down on my shoulders. I ended up going to the doctors as I was feeling very down and struggling a little bit. I got diagnosed with post natal depression. It really isn't surprising at all to me. I am the kind of person that deals with everything head on whether its good things or bad so when I felt like I did I knew I needed help so I went and got it and didn't bury my head.

So I started the gym around the same time as starting the tablets so it was a double help to my state of mind. It is hard to feel the way I feel when up until the last few years I have always been such a positive person. I HATE being miserable and I HATE being negative. I still have a way to go with getting my positive state of mind back but I am really really trying. I owe it to my hubby and kiddies who have to live with me the poor buggers lol!

I started the gym 2 weeks and 4 days ago. I have always loved going to the gym but I hadn't been for years. I just didn't think I was capable of doing it anymore with my lungs feeling so much worse nowadays. I was so self concious of having coughing fits infront of random people and them thinking I was spreading some nasty disease to them all lol!

I really do believe in everything happens for a reason!! I got Chris to join the gym and the day of his induction he bumped into Laura which is my cousin's best mate since school. I know Laura quite well too. A while ago Jodie had come to see me for a cuppa and she told me that Laura had been diagnosed with MS. This is a girl that did half marathons and was super fit but more importantly the most beautiful person inside and out and it genuinely upset me finding this out. Not cos I felt sorry for her but cos she really really didn't deserve such a crap hand being dealt to her. She is one of the nicest people I have ever met and would do anything for anyone. I wasn't really aware of how MS effects people and what it actually does to someone. It's like with any illness I guess that unless you know someone with it you are ignorant to it to a certain degree.

I will be honest and say that I have never been able to relate to anyone else that has had any illness apart from my fellow CF friends. That is until I started speaking to Laura on a regular basis. We have both found that we have very similar ways of thinking about our illness' and our illness' have more similarities than I would ever have thought in a million years. I cannot explain how much I appreciate having Laura as a friend as she has helped me so much. She helps me feel less alone and definately makes me feel less sorry for myself on occasions!!! We are also the most stubborn people who refuse to let these crappy illness' get the better of us. We may have our down moments but we always come back fighting. I have big respect for you Laura you are an absolute star!!!

Anyway I will get to the point!! Chris bumped into Laura at the gym so I contacted her and asked if I could go with her. We would make a right pair at the gym but at least if people started they wouldn't know which one of us to look at first lol :o) So the next day I had a re-programme and started the gym again. In the mean time we decided to call ourselves the Dream Team and Jodie also decided to come with us. Jodie has diabities so we really do make a funny team! We have such a laugh when we go together it really does make the gym fun.

2 last points I want to talk about...... Firstly is that since I re started the gym I have managed to go from 15 mins to 40 mins exercise. I actually managed to run today which I used to love doing so much. Only for 30 seconds but I DONT CARE I am chuffed I managed to run. Secondly thank you Laura for being a good friend and my inspiration to get off my bum you really have made a difference to me.

Hope you feel better soon Laur love ya xxxx

My 2 Kiddies :o)

Jayden is now 14 weeks old and is really getting a cheeky big personality. He is smiling at us every day and he has the most beautiful smile and his whole face lights up. He has a snuffly nose at the moment but apart from that he has been so good bless him. He is having 1 feed through the night which Chris is still doing (thank you Chris!!!). His reflux seems more under control now too so he is a happy baby mostly :o)

Where do I start with Livvy?!?! She is absolutely hilarious! She has us laughing every single day. She has her moments but all in all she has been a little angel. She is so close to talking properly now!! We also put her in her new grown up bed instead of her cot. The first night we had to put her back into bed about 20 times and Chris said at one point she was in her wardrobe trying to put her coat on! Lol!! The 2nd and 3rd night have gone like a dream and I hope it continues as she has been going up with me or Chris, having a book read to her then tucked in and she has gone straight to sleep. Makes us very proud that she takes things in her stride and deals with it.

Love you both very much xxxx

Posing!

Livvy whatever you do don't be a poser like me hehe! Xxx

Aaarrrgggghh!

We went to Alton Towers Scarefest 29th October 2011! Like little kiddies we got our faces painted lol :o) had an amazing day which was much needed! Chris i find you quite sexy like this lol ha ;o) xx

I Love To Kiss! Xxx

3 Years!!

Well in a couple of days I will have been with Chris for 3 years!

I just seriously cannot believe how much we have done in that time....

2 children, got our own house, got married, been on holidays and just really realised what life is all about and what we both want from it.

We both had our wild days in one way or another and when we met each other we knew it was time to settle down. When I got pregnant with Livvy after such a short time together it really was make or break for our relationship. If Chris had not taken responsibility then life would be very different to what it is now. Lucky for me he has an extremely good family background so deep down there was a family man in there somewhere lol!

I really do have major respect for my man for sticking by me and being such an amazing Daddy even when things are really tough. He is my rock!

The main thing I wanna say about Chris is that he makes me laugh and he makes me smile, he gives the best hugs and kisses! He is my soul mate and my one true love that I wanna be with forever and who I love spending all my time with.

Happy 3 years babe I love you xxx
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