Friday 17 June 2011

Birth!

I'm sat watching one of my fave programmes ever One Born Every Minute but the USA version. There is something so incredible about giving birth. To think that a women's body adapts and is capable of growing another human being inside them is just undescribable.

The biggest achievement in my whole life is being able to grow not one but 2 babies inside of me. I was always told I would not have children until things changed a few years ago and medecine improved so much that living a relatively normal life was more achievable. Still in my head I didn't think I could ever get pregnant and when it happened WOW!!! I cherished every single second of my first pregnancy with Livvy, I embraced every change in my body and even the aches and pains were so welcome just cos I knew I had the most precious and special job which was to grow a baby and become a Mommy.

If you ask my Mum about my birth she would say it was scary and traumatic lol! I think I must like putting my Mum through stress hehe love ya really Mum ;o) But I swear I look back at Livvy's birth fondly and thought it was fab lol! I must be crazy as it wasn't the smoothest of labours but it was just amazing what a woman's body is capable of doing.

I am so very very proud of myself for carrying and protecting my 2 little pumpkins :o) This time it really isn't anywhere near as easy but it will be just as worth it. I am so in love with my baby boy already without even seeing him. I just cannot wait to meet him and see Livvy with him being a big sister.

I am so blessed to be a Mommy. I wouldn't be able to do this without the most amazing support first from my husband who doesn't even realise how much I appreciate him and love him, but also from my family mainly my Mum, Lisa (my auntie), Dad, Lindsey(sister), and Chris' Mom and Dad too. They are all such a great network of support for me and I am lucky to have them all and I love them all xxx
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Friday 10 June 2011

P*ssed Off.com

I don't even want to explain but right now I am so pissed off and down. I feel like the most useless person, wife and mother on the planet. I don't expect my life to be easy and in a way I'm glad it's not but FFS!!!! Give me a break!!!!!
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Wednesday 1 June 2011

Thought Of The Day!

When fear comes through the window, common sense flies out of the door.
I know because I experience it more and more.

'How brave you are' my friends all say, but they don't know how every day, I fight the demons and I pray, for strength to face what lies ahead! Xx
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Thought Of The Day!

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